Friday, July 24, 2009

Love is a lot of things but one thing it is not is unsure.

So lately the conversation of love has popped up.... & I know due to the lack of good men out there and the stupid stunts they pull alot of ladies are screwing their face..pft* if you woulda spoke to me about this last week..id probably punch you in your face but despite it all Love is such a beautiful thing... when shared with the right person it's the strongest thing in the world. Through it all.. even when I'm upset..I've never given up on love (even though I should). Sometimes I find it pointless especially when you feel your significant other isn't returning the feeling as he/she should. The fucking irony about this emotion/feeling.. is sometimes its never enough. Sometimes the person you love so much can pull some bullshit stunt to make you feel disrespected in the worst way and then that's when you feel like the trust and everything else is out the door but 1/10 times they are actually sorry for their stupid fucked up ways - and that's when I think the power of love kicks in...when two people are ready to fight to be together ( oh..how I love Romeo & Juliet). I'm not saying people should be taking fucked up shit from their partners but sometimes it's real and that's where the tittle of this post comes in - love is alot of things but one thing it is not is "unsure" so no ifs,ands,but,maybes,inbetweens or anything...It's always a for sure thing..despite the pain and everything they've put you through..you know you're in love, you'll never have to question that... and if ever there is a time you hafta question it.. maybe you're not...just a thought people. And one thing I've never done is question my love for__________* (don't you monkeys wish I'd put a name)...Iunno.. I think I'm just bored and I haven't blogged in a while so0o I guess I'm just talking my shit but please believe just like everyone else in YFF.. my will rainbow will come and *ahem* will be at the end of it you wanna know WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY? cause one thing about our love is that its NEVER UNSURE.

P.S. Have fun driving yourselves crazy guessing and shit & remember what the saying says never ASSUME cause you make a ASS outta U not ME.=)

Cause noone has blogged in so long...

I CAN JERK IN HEEELS
*HOLLER!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Where's My Rainbow?

You know how they say after the rain there's sunshine and rainbows and fairies and such? Well they LIED because my damn rainbows haven't showed up yet. The world has to be ending, Michael Jackson is DEAD for goodness sakes. Sometimes I must wonder what the point is in striving to be a good person when you're just gonna be let down.


And still I smile.