The Story Of Us. 10506

It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay
Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity
No one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't workin'
It ain't workin'
And when I try to walk away
You'd hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we got to do
You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will



Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me

There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me

Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me

Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me

I'm not too sure how we got here
but we both need to learn to let it go.

Life.

I want things to go my way
but as of lately a lot of things have been going sideways
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Verge of tears
frustration at its best
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but I'm still on the pursuit of happiness
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I just wonder how long it will take to get there
S.I.G.H

#RIPBIG

REST IN HEAVENLY PEACE BIGGIE

H.A.P.P.Y

I swear I am.

I'm on the pursuit of happiness
I know that everything that shines aint always going to be gold
I'll be fine once I get it .. I'll be good.

I want the light.

There are times.. when you'll need someone..
I will be by your side, oh darling
There is a light, that shines,

special for you, and me..

Common - The Light


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Blue.

"..Some people recognize the light
BUT
Can't Handle the Glare .. "


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"...They say the end is near, it's important that we close..
.. to the most, HIGH
Regardless of what happen on him let's rely"

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"...It don't take a whole day
to recognize sunshine.."

xoxo.

This is it

Once upon a time.. I blogged about me doing a vlog about Sex, Relationships & Miscellaneous things but I couldn't find the title but every since we started the whole #twitterafterdark & #bbmafterdark - I found a name lol #afterDARK... and yes we will be talking about any and everything - no holding back.. so look out for that by the end of the month.. we might just do a WSW edition *sticksouttongue* lol

P.S shoutout to my Twitterfam & #bbmafterdark fam @FashieFabulous @EliiAK @CocoaBerrry @urswiftness @ENASTEE @theElitess @killa_lipstick @FreshPriiincess @KellsTheSavage - Follow up.. its worth it.

Oh Canada

On Feb 29th 2010 - Canada took the gold medal in Men's hockey over USA (sorraay for my American readers) but not only that but Canada broke ALOT of records.. the country with the most gold medals won on home soil and the country with the most gold medals for Winter Olympics and with that being said.. I am very proud.. ( I celebrated at metro in my bright red blazer..POW!). I love Canada & Toronto.

Classafied - Oh Canada
"I am Canadian"

- All the way "turnt" UP! -

*does dance*

Please do not mind me.. I have ALOT of things to blog on and the tittle has NOTHING to do with it - I'm really just feeling that track - OHHHHHH I can't wait til WSW but anywhoo the foolish begins now.. well after this post.. UGHH please dont mind me I'm bored

Pay It Forward..

I guess it's hard
for people who are so used to things the way they are
- even if they're bad -
to change.
'Cause they kind of give up.
And when they do,
everybody
kind of loses.